haii....haiiii

20.08 WIB

So this is my first time writing this blog....thanks to koko who made this for me...maaciiiihh yaaaa, finally i have my own blog....sooo happyyy =D what do i want to say?..well, firstly its a little bit weird having myself writing my own journal in this electronic diary called blog since i usually write my own journal with pen and a notes, but right now i have this and so here i am writing and so prepared sharing all my journey to you bloggy..great! i already give u a name "bloggy" =)

Today, i'm so sleepy but yet my eyes wont compromise, though my body felt so tired. I slept at 2 o'clock in the morning last night, had a wonderful night with nuning (my friend at the office) and aul (nuning's friend,just met him last night). We ate, we talked, we laughed, and its all happen because we want to watch 3 idiots, a bollywood movie...should i say, great movie! and then i woke up at 8 o'clock in the morning, have myself prepared to go with my family, hmm....destination? many! Arrived safely at home at 3 o'clock in the afternoon, then had a sleep for about 20 minutes and after that i cant sleep anymore. So i decided to take a bath, afternoon prayer (ashar), and then watched dvd until 6.30 in the evening.

And now, at 8 o'clock....in front of this computer, i'm trying to remember every little thing that happens to me....right from 2008 until now, which totally turns my life. Actually i'm a little bit confuse between telling you the story or not, but the story is something that really meaningful yet painful for me. is it about a boy? yes it is....did he hurt me? yes he is....did i love him? i don't know what love is, but i do care about him...did he break my heart into pieces? yes he absolutely did it....did he cheated on me? definitely!...did he happy right now? probably....well, many more to come...and im kind of an introvert woman, cannot express my feeling precisely to someone. Though i am a moody person, but its still hard for me to let others know what I'm truly feels.

I really want to make you my special friend bloggy, but I'm afraid that having myself too outspoken here would probably gonna make me look so dumb. You will see and you will get to know me real well, and by the time comes you know that underneath it all i have telling you so many....and probably everything with indirect method =p

o yaa...sometimes something better say it in English than bahasa, soo you will see that my notes is sooo 'frustrating' and complicated *as complicated as my mind and myself* should we call it "campur aduk" between english and bahasa =p....mo coba2 gayaa deeeh ceritanyaa...ok then, uda dulu yaaa....i'll get back to you soon, buubyee ^.^